Japan Lover

Good day Universe!

I know I know… it has been a VERY LONG hiatus but I had warned you all that this space is my private oasis which I am in no way bound to consider at any planned time like a duty to fulfill for any reader (I write assuming I have none actually beside my dearest friends and… the future me, willing to remember how great my youth was: even if at 28 I have past the “youth” state, as I get to realize every day a bit more, and without any bad feeling about it actually).

I tried I don’t know how many times to update this but I failed every single one, sending the drafts to trash can and just givin up before I really wanted to write something, especially when I was alone in hotel rooms for work or waiting in airports for flights and connections.

Truth is I was always ending up reading books 😉 both on iPad virtual sheets or else enjoying the touch of a real book like the old times.

I come in here when I do feel and like; there’s no “due date”, there was never and it won’t ever be; it will happen also one day or another that I simply won’t ever come back again, and this blog will remain further un-updated.

Life is life and when it takes over, and brings you practically ALL around the world (blessed me) you just don’t have time to blog, do you?

True, I’ve been back from my long wanderings already a few times since I wrote extendedly in February, but as I am growing older, I had so many things to do (way better things to do) each single of them instead of blogging, like cheering OUR SEXY WAY after 10 days separation my hubby, or spending all possible time along my Italian friends after for two months I had to see them only through Skype being consecutively in Usa, Japan, China, and half of Europe that my priorities simply didn’t encompass any of… here.

I mean, I love blogging when it’s about time; it just felt so far like it wasn’t about that time enough ;).

Basically I am also asking those coming over here every now and again, sneaking, to just live with the fact this is not what they expect to be and stop filling my mailbox with absurd questions.

This blog is for my worlds’ people; it’s incidental and coincidental if others read it but to me, also, it completely doesn’t matter: I don’t write for any stranger who comes to read this: so face the fact and don’t question the way or the times I update this because you have no role in it.

I also deeply dislike obnoxious mails and I don’t have any will to interact with strangers which means your opinions (of any kind) regarding what I do or how I am have the impact of a zero in my own Universe, and yelling or begging through mails or similar won’t change this at all.

It will just make me block you but not because you even annoy me… it’s just that I don’t like irrelevant fuss, and I always choose to stop the source of it for how small it may be .

It breaks my Zen pace, and that’s it: it will get cut out if it comes ;).

Hope it’s clear, so thankyouverymuch don’t bother me and if you like to read, well… read; while if you don’t… then what the hell are you here for? ;).

Back to the track (I will lose track of writing many times considering how huge and long is the span of weeks I will be covering… ).

So, I basically was almost giving up with the idea of updating this with a consistent post  and I was ready to just write a small one about my Kobe Bryant in Italy, the shame of Dwight HOCOward and the sad fate of my Lakers in the year when Monkey Bronzey got a proper ring (shame… but this one unlike the half one of past year is REAL, I got to live with it…), the mess of Italian political tragedies, the new and beloved Pope Francis I, the fact that I am starting to wish I could be pregnant in a not-so-distant future, one of my best ever friends marrying, and some expectations on a just-about-to-happen anniversary trip with Karim (I will probably post this from the airport hall, I am already aware of this as I start writing on  a sunny Saturday which we are spending at my parental house after being here all of yesterday evening too after the most awesome day out horseback riding in Pianura Padana) and I was about to just link and endless series of videos about Maroon 5 (which are already uploaded, almost all of them, in the way more up-to-date sections of NAWWAL 4 and NAWWAL 5) and Adam and his biz ventures… but then…

THEN something so HUGE to my years of admiring specific people happened and I HAD to come and try to update this properly.

I actually had a previous idea in mind on some more “on-point” type of post which of course got completely scrapped because of what took over (you must get it from the title) so some of the pictures I had prepared will have a kinds strange title maybe or strange captions but when I created them I had NO IDEA what was about to happen and after I did I hadn’t time to remake things already done so be it ;).

Before dwelling into the things and THE THING (I have not even idea on how to start writing that… it makes me SO happy and I can’t contain the joy, even if of course it has nothing to do with me in reality… but it still make me so happy, like a great book or a great movie or a great piece that I got to witness which makes my hope in the goodness of life being re-enforced), let me just tell that my own life too is shifting towards new territories and I am so delighted about that too.

Got SO much that I am thankful for to spill the bean about concerning these past four months and some…

SO much that has deeply impacted me and my life!

I could just post all the pictures and try to describe but it wouldn’t work (then if you follow me on Twitter and Instagram you must know already), as the majority of things that have blossomed in my heart and soul in these months of wandering from Far West to far East, from the romance of Sweden and the greatness of London and Berlin to the glam of Cote d’Azur for Montecarlo Grand Prix and Cannes Film Festival can’t be truly framed.

The impact of another Japan lovingly trip… the huge impression China has had on me… the Great Mongolian vibes… all of that is a bliss which made me take steps within myself that are gonna change a bit of my life quite soon hopefully.

I’ve always felt Zen somewhere in me… but now; NOW I truly know I AM Zen innerly 🙂

One of my best ever friends and one of the perks of my “friendly benefiting days” got also married, and it’s deep and huge the way I felt blessed by that too.

It was a fascinating moment when his bride (whom I adore) told me she was grateful to me for shaping him that way she couldn’t fail to love.

I never really thought I’d shaped him at all: the way Fede and I connected on all levels was already “HE” from the start; if any I just kept telling him in life (and love is exactly the same, as it’s “life” too) you have to be yourself and always only that. People will judge if they can’t handle truth but those people don’t and won’t matter as long as anyone is honest with himself/herself.

So did friendly benefiting turn Fede into a better man?

I don’t know: I don’t think so… But maybe having to handle a strong-willed female helped him putting strong-willing females on the map as a great thing and not as a menace, which is more than half-men these days can come to realize will still exist, may they like it or not.

Does Fede’s very beautiful and very lovely wife put in me way too much importance, did I do really something so valuable in his and therefore theirs lives?

I still dubious…

But apparently in her eyes I did and she is happy and he’s happy and I am happy so look?

Life has its greatest way to find the best patterns for everyone as long as people are real to themselves and others.

With no fears or constrictions.

I’m proud of who I am and of the fact the people I love are too.

I’m a very lucky person… and appreciating this love I get (and try to give, my best way) every single darn day.

So during these numerous weeks is like I got like a seed (or a series of them) which have been planted deeply in my core and the outcomes are daily still changing me.

The most important thing still that anytime I get now to see babies (my dearest one Eve above them all) I keep feeling this tingling…

I haven’t yet given up the pill… but Summer comes, holiday comes and RIGHT now our anniversary trip is coming and who knows… I MIGHT.

28 may be a good time to try to add infinite joy to our infinity joyous life.

You’ll know how it goes eventually.

Probably 😉

But not all in my life went just perfect these months…

Nothing can ever be just perfect in human life… this is a rule we have all to accept.

If I were willing to be just funny I’d just mention the abomination of Howard in Lakers Land…

But sadly there so much more and more important which has darkened my spirit.

I had to witness my HERO, the one and only Kobe, falling from Achille’s heels and fearing I could have never admired him on a court again.

But i shall never doubt his drive.

Actually after the tragedy, my admire for The Mamba has even grown (didn’t think it could be possible) up.

I am even more inspired by his force and his bravery and his focus and determination in coming back.

He’s a legend in sport and he traces what I strive to become as for dedication and will (and skill, of course).

I have no doubt he will come back and win again before retiring… I wish I could have met him in Italy last week; I never hated to be vacationing on a yacht like I did a week ago.

His love for Italy (my Milan, and Florence, and Michelangelo) is such a wonderful thing…

The things he does and the way he does them make me realize all is there if you TRULY wants it to be.

Nothing breaks him… only makes him evolve and get better, with pure effort and the strongest personality.

Kobe Bryant is truly what I wish I could be in life: a legendary human with steel DNA and immense brain power.

So his injury, it sure was a tragedy in my own life (beside being a curse for my Lakers, as only due to him we were able to reach playoffs, and of course without him we bailed out ingloriously).

But for how terrible it was, Kobe’s dramatic pain was hardly the most displeasing thing that occurred during these months.

Of course being away this long, in such far away places (some of which aren’t exactly into European things, or American… ) hasn’t made me miss (how could I?) the ongoing FUCKING saga of Italy’s political situation.

Where “FUCKING” means exactly that: we are fucked in unmistakeable ways, my fellow Countrymen.

Oh, boy… I can’t fathom the ways Italy is able to ruin itself; I can’t stand the way the Left party in Italy scientifically… I’d say surgically always steps down and downwards to new lows EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Every single chances they get to keep on rising the level of ridiculous surrounding them… you can bet they will take the chance enthusiastically.

If you decode irony or sarcasm… it’s my last resource of sanity in a world that clearly has got it no more.

*sigh*.

In a very few days I hope Berlusconi finally gets CONDEMNED for being the criminal he is; I can’t stand the way the claim of being voted by lots of (stupid) people can amend crimes: people better remember Hitler got elected. Did that make his role, person, crimes any less relevant?

NOPE.

I get people feel stupid and ashamed for believing so deeply a filthy repulsive criminal but eh, keep on defending him will only keep making you act more foolish and won’t erase the crimes, only enlarge them and the responsibility of them will also be on your shoulder.

Berlusconi is a cancer for Italy.

It has to be eliminated (not that Italians won’t find other stupid people to put their wrong faith in… Grillo is already here sadly!) from the map, even though I fear Mr. D’Alema will try to be nasty again and save his ass (I blame him for the fact we had to sustain such a criminal for so long, actually).

Why can’t Italians be more considerate?

Why oh why we keep being ridiculous in our picks for politicians (?) and we put hopes up for people who are clearly NOT fitting or fulfilling such expectations AT ALL?

I always look elsewhere for political inspirations these days…

We were (of course) in USA for July 4th and I was really happy to be there and share this moment with my family there.

I appreciate the huge Country spirit Americans have… I wish I could claim a person like Obama for Italy… I wish we could be guided by a true leader like him.

Hopes blossom in time of hard pain tho, don’t they?

So let’s keep hope and then act to make the hope TRUE.

In my days away I always end to feel deeply connected with my adored Italy…

Lucky me that Karim has always adored my Country just the same, to the point he immediately said he would have loved to been based here.

Who knows in the future…

We have houses here and there, and there will be a time when he probably will have to step into some of the fam biz from a closer point of view but home is where the heart is and no matter what… Italy is mine.

All my rants about my Country come out of pure unfiltered and unbound, unrestricted adoration.

I can’t bear to see the way my fellow Countrymen fell and fall for clearly scum people; I can’t stand that we are letting our own Paradise, the most beautiful place in the world (it is) fall in ruin (even in real meaning of the word); I can’t watch the way we let such treasures fade and vanish and the way we are not here to preserve and protect it all for posterity.

I don’t get how people cannot feel empowered by belonging to the Country which birthed the greatest geniuses of all time, and instead seem to hide behind the worst kind of men hoping they solve troubles, when they only can make more of them for us clearly.

But ehi, here’s just another rant.

I know.

But you must know instead that I am keeping doing my best in work and action and projects and foreseeable steps to be a GOOD Italian myself: creating value for my Country and opportunities to make it get better.

See you in 15 years and I am sure I will have done GOOD THINGS.

At least music always helps me and whenever I feel disgusted by thing I turn on to it and lately I have been at amazing gigs…

Up at the peak there was OF COURSE THE BOSS, the one and only Bruce Springsteen.

I also witnessed Lorenzo Jovanotti, and got the pleasure in Cannes to meet Daft Punk (whose success makes me so proud and enchanted!).

I also got to meet Cindy Lauper when we were in USA way earlier this year so so far 2013 is amazing in musical terms 🙂

Music is a bliss.

If I could add just one thing to me (and you know I don’t think I’d need to be any better because yes, I do like myself A LOT…) that would be musical talent.

I love my husband so much because he has that talent and the visual art talent and this makes the perfect combo to me.

All things you all already know.

My music love is what in the end keeps me keen at the untold “other subject” of this blog.

Because yep, it happens that NO MATTER how much they fuck with the chances I give them, Maroon 5 somehow have been a constant in my life and their songs have helped me a lot in many frames of it and for a reason that sometimes I tried to fight against (unsuccessfully) I keep “feel” them, in a very huge way, despite the occasional bumps their professional choices cause me to suffer.

What do I mean for “occasional bumps”?

Well, for instance when they cancel another European tour I had tickets for just because of The Fuckery That Thing The Voice that Karaoke Show mess.

As if that terrible, terrible show –  (which I have seen in his first show FORCED when it premiered with Shakira and Usher as I was in NY and friends wanted to catch it… it REALLY didn’t impress me at all, though I could see why people may like it, all I could think of was “these shows ruin music value” ) – didn’t give Adam enough troubles already (he’s way too open and too openly liberal to work “fakely” on a tv show such as a family tv show… It’s never a surprise that his natural way to be outspoken causes him drama – albeit stupid drama – on such a type of “entertaining” (?) format):

Do I have to start the update of these months from a rant about the band I so much love?

Yep.

Why not.

They deserve because they keep screwing European fans, and I am one of them even if I have already tickets for many of the Summer shows (I don’t know which one we will catch, so we just bought a bunch…), and for being the lucky brood I am , for me it’s never a problem to fly all over the world to catch shows (or anything else) I love to see.

But this I have is a privilege not many have, and I fumed when they canceled out thinking about all those sincere fans being cut out and losing money just because a stupid TV production had to step in (and again, there were no sincere words nor apologies with explanations to those fans, which was seriously so fucked up, guys… Adam may have contractual commitments but at least admit the schedule clashing and let people have REASONS for their disappointments. European audiences don’t watch USA tv and don’t count for your AI so you couldn’t be affected there, NBC!).

I get that the Fuckery that awful Karaoke Show is very successful and makes your profile HUGE and has made Adam richer tan he could have ever imagined to become without it but screwing loyal fans, whose only fault is to live across the pond, trust me guys, ain’t a good idea.

You should have addressed all this in a sincere apology and the thing would have been at least more dignified.

As I write this, the point is that along my crew we have already re-bought the European shows, as well… so…

My rage was still smaller than my will to catch them again allegedly.

Let me vent a bit at least… even though you know in the end I always forgive them and that cat-eyed frontman, whose voice has the instant power of making my soul happy.

Damn you, Adam.

😉

But this shouldn’t be the way I start to talk a bit (no, it won’t be “a bit”… I think it will be a super long ass part from now on actually ;)) about the band.

Or Adam.

No, I shouldn’t probably throw in first these minor details…

I shall write immediately what everyone knows I am about to, probably… 😉

And therefore I should mention the fact that the unthinkable has happened and the “Hookup Table” that was meant to be just updated here (and in the original post) for a series of new faces to be added after his Nina Agdal hookup (I was sure that wouldn’t have lasted, though I was excited he snagged also her, because she was fitting amazingly in the list of his bedded conquests with her amazing body and assets) is actually yes, updated… but it is update in its FINAL version now.

So yes…

Adam actually bedded Nina Agdal (not that anyone is surprised he could) for a couple of months around Spring:

As you see when I created the picture I couldn’t imagine (read the captions) that something so incredible could happen, and that this hookup with Nina would have been a farewell to Adam manwhore ways (the glorious manwhore ways of somebody who has bedded ANYBODY breathing sexy at a reachable span, for DECADES. And you know I approve this because folks, sex is the spice of life and if you don’t get it, I am VERY sorry for you!).

Yes, The Hookup and Dating Table of Adam Levine is NOW COMPLETE.

“Complete” as no one else will be included, from now on ;).

It won’t be updated I hope for the rest of his life (well, Hollywood is Hollywood, you know there ten years may feel as 100, but I am confident this which has happened is happening to survive the test of time even there) because…

Well, Just look:

Yes, Adam and Behati are engaged and I can legitimately state this makes me one of the happiest persons on Earth right now.

Okay.

I need to start and recollecting feelings to be able to write.

I don’t have a plan on how to process this post from now on, because as I said I wasn’t ready at all for this:

I didn’t expect it and when it happened it knocked me (HAPPILY!!!!!) way off my feet.

I will try to get back and monitor what Maroon 5 and Adam did from this past March to now (which is the time I haven’t covered yet) and in parallel trying to also put together what Adam and Behati’s did, though as I said it won’t be easy because I thought they were done for good, and I wasn’t even sent material on them anymore (basically my blog folder was lacking steps as I started to think about this post yesterday in my parents’ garden).

But before I get into chronicles I need to just trace what this news has meant in my world of fan of a band, of a man, and of MUSIC and dare I say in my state of married person who never believed she was meant to marry until I found my Karim (better, until my Karim found me actually).

In a way… I feel like I AM Adam in this, and Behati so much resembles Karim in what she was able to achieve and discover and reveal that was always there, but seemed clocked behind thick bars.

Maybe that’s why I TRULY have always loved Adam and Behati together: I feel empathy with what they have, because it recalls me what I do have.

It’s of course not a real shared thing, but as I said I feel empathic nonetheless: my sympathy for this couple roots in my own essences, and this simply can’t be unmade or changed.

But let’s move on.

When it was clear they had broken up, I felt like the inevitable was happening again: no matter how PERFECT I always thought Behati was for Adam, it seemed no one could tame him.

I thought: “Bee tried the best anyone could… and if not even her amazing love could make Adam feel loved, then we will have a perpetual bachelor on the prowl because no one else has ever loved him the way Bee did, without using him at all… and the next ones will be probably just there to use him again, like some successfully did before Behati came to the rescue and soothed his needing soul last year.“.

Not that I was thinking Adam could be tricked again from fame searching “girlfriends” tho: he simply would have had his fun, shared a bit of love, or “let people borrow it a bit” as he loves (loved?) to state, and we would have gotten many new songs on new hookups and heartbreaks until he would recede from the spotlight and probably end like George Clooney, or Leo Di Caprio, aging while his side pieces would have not, and maybe after finding some solace out of the limelight, he could have finally married some obscure rich Jew woman involved with the cream of Hollywood law firms.

Yes, because for sure, he would not take “a normal folk” ever, not even if he had to at 45, and from his Production Chairman role up in the Hills (something he will soon or later become, a man running companies working in the Entertainment Field).

I wouldn’t have had complaints if this was going to be the output, let this be clear.

Love and Sex are personal and awesome and whatever choice Adam would be making, I knew it would have been the right one FOR HIM.

And I am a fan of HIM, after all; I am not because I agree with anything he does (look, The Fuckery), but because I have an utmost respect and consideration of the person he is, which among brackets makes me happy with the art he makes, and that I am convinced pours from his heart.

I respected his choice to break with Behati because my opinion of Adam (no matter how much he pisses me off with The Voice tragedy) is that his soul is a clear one, a soul which has always been in deep search of true love, and to me all that was clear from his actions  in life has always been that his actions follow his deepest need his soul asks for…

And I thought by the time A&B broke up his soul, (a soul that was so in need of the purest form of love but also terrified to accept it fully, because his first and only love Jane made him die inside, and his parents’ divorce crushed his delicate and sensitive soul as a kid) simply told him he couldn’t be with Behati the way she wanted so he shouldn’t be with her, wasting her precious time and amazing soul away, in a pointless series of hurting turn-arounds.

It’s a situation he had been into a couple of times already, so I thought he just knew again it was time to move on.

Little incipit…

Am I naive in thinking Adam’s soul is good? Isn’t he a manwhore? Isn’t he a sex addict?

Sure he is… but how does that qualify his soul badly?

When is that loving sex and thinking it is a very important part of life if lived consciously and honestly becomes tarnishing for the soul?

To be a sexual active person, a kinky spirit, doesn’t mean the soul is tarnished.

AT ALL.

I am FULLY convinced Adam’s soul is pure, and I have receipts to that.

Adam’s songs are his soul: whoever can read his songs and his lyrics has to understand that Adam is in search of a true, immense love since he has started to sing.

Don’t get fooled by the fact he’s super sexy and a super smooth player in sex games: read throughout and deep down the surface: Adam is a clear soul bound to find LOVE.

He has ALWAYS been that, and he has always been in need, in desperate need, of THAT special love.

Listen carefully to all of his songs: you must understand it through it and if you don’t it means you are NOT musical at all.

I am sure one of the sources Behati has always had to GET Adam is his music: she can decode music souls and she understood what type of soul Adam was and is STRAIGHT away.

This probably made also her feel she had found her soulmate in those lyrics, in that soul pouring into his songs, that he seemed so conspicuous in denying a tad too often.

I feel Behati was always bound to make that soul he protected till the point he was hurting it free to fly and free to be without compromises and moreover without fears.

And that’s why I always wanted her to be at his side: because Behati’s soul could feel Adam’s in ways even Adam thought not possible (until very recently, clearly: now he DOES believe there is someone who finally FEELS him fully the way lovers are supposed to feel one another).

But let’s get back to the process in which these steps had to be taken: namely the two former lovers were broken and  reality struck in and it was under my eyes then that not even Behati could make him see that light he needed apparently…

He didn’t want marriage?

Good still, for me: not anyone is made to get married, or believe in true love makeable for what appeared to be Adam’s super high standards…

I mean… I didn’t believe in longlasting love either: then it came Karim but I thought there were no Karim for Adam, and that would not make his life any less valuable… we would have ages of sexy vixen at his side and he would end up with a different babe every year and a half.

It wouldn’t have been bad in my book.

Sex is great and not everlasting love can be very cool too.

But I was sorry for Behati: actually I stopped following her on twitter and Instagram (I kept her in the Maroon 5 list on my twitter tho) because it was clear to me she was still in deep love with Adam, and it hurt me imagining her suffering.

And while I always unfollow people that stop to be part of M5 world after they get ejected from it, I was keeping very sad about it because for real Behati had been a breath of amazingly fresh air in my days for the months she had been by Adam’s side.

But ehi, it’s Hollywood and anyway NONE of these famous people life truly affect or shall affect our living days, so I just got used to “Adam and Behati no more” and wished Behati to recover soon.

But two things immediately stood out for me about her after the (untold) breakup.

First, she was keeping being AWESOME, and never ever using Adam ONCE not even after the split.

She didn’t mention him, and no stories on her as “ex girlfriend” came out at all; she never commented, never bended to send “sources” spilling beans on Adam or their story… she kept it still RESPECTFUL and VERY private, no matter what.

Considering sadly Ali The Criminal Agent still has a part in Behati’s professional life (I hope she follows Adam’s will there and cut all ties with him immediately now, because that man is filth and dangerous and never a thing coming from him could be good for Adam, EVER), I was amazed at that lack of bad mouthing press about Adam a lot.

Now I know Bee probably was there to BLOCK all of that by herself, having clear in mind that she wanted Adam back and feeling she was actually able through her powerful real love to get him back.

Anyway, even when media were trying to make it look like Adam and her had some nasty stuff behind (always trying to put blame on Adam) she refused to be part of that bad game; she started to work and hang out with her people and try to move on, and keep on living without mourning and without whining and once again I admired her dignity and strength.

All the campaigns that are out now of Victoria’s Secret in which she is starring were MADE when they were not a couple anymore: so basically Behati’s success depends on HER and not on Adam’s connection.

Unlike some other people, Behati not only has never used Adam to rise her profile, but has always carefully avoided to mix private with work as much as she could.

She could have milked it SO MUCH! But she NEVER EVER DID.

She has success on her own.

She is a TRUE VS Angel since 2009, and her achievement now have nothing to do with Adam at all (her perfume Victoria was created and she was made the face of it when Adam was out of the picture, so whoever now claims she got that campaign because of Adam is as usual a delusional stupid whiner who has no brain to offer to the world); I will talk about this probably also later on tho.

Behati is a very strong woman.

It’s laughable that people could downplay her for so long while she is an Iron lady indeed, even when bleeding love.

She basically kept being awesome in my book, in that hurting me even a bit more she didn’t work out with Adam because I was keeping thinking she was PERFECT or him.

So I was basically trying to not look at her too much and avoid to see the bleeding.

But THE OTHER thing that immediately stuck out in my book after the (untold) split was that EVERY SINGLE ONE of ADAM’s FRIENDS and FAMILY and ENTOURAGE was keeping interacting with Behati DAILY, and always with a full display of great love towards her.

My instagram feed was a constant reminder of Behati: each picture she posted, she would get Jesse, James, Travis, Sam, Steph, Milo, Lucy, Savannah and everyone else ALWAYS be there for her; Vincent and Mickey had all love possible for her; she even ENLARGED her relationship with the longtime crew of the guys, and I was thinking “Wow, they do love her for HERSELF, not just because she was with Adam!”.

It really made me amazed.

I was just thinking since all of these people had fallen in love with her that they were there for her to keep her strong in times of need; friends can survive a relationship after all (and many of the pictures I had saved those days on Bee were actually called “Friendship Lasts Forever…”).

I found it amazing and deserved that such a special human being as Behati was able to get so much love; at the same time, I was wishing the love she wanted more than any other could have kept her by his side too… but I thought they were not even speaking, and that Adam was on the prowl finding his next partner while Behati was trying to survive her broken heart.

You may think Adam was cruel bedding people immediately after the break up but I don’t know why you’d think so: Adam has always been EXTREMELY sexual; that is his way to deal with things: his broken heart heals with sex and new beautiful faces around him.

He needs sex and for him love is found through it, not in spite of it.

What Adam did after the break up was to find another one compatible with him to soothe his pain, just like he has always done all of his life, and trust me when I heard Nina was the lucky new one I was like “Wow, the master keep teaching how it’s done”; and thought we would have had Miss Agdal around for a while, because well… because she was a SUPER HOT rebound and willingly to play sex games for sure with Mr. Levine, so much she was trying to stopping everything in her ways with him which could have tainted the efforts to be reckoned as his proper girlfriend.

I never thought she would last, essentially because the way People Magazine official statement was picturing their relationship was as “extremely casual” and since people writes only what reps approve, it was clear Adam for sure wasn’t being serious with her.

Which doesn’t mean their sex wasn’t amazing, and that they surely had fun (if Nina wanted more, she was naive a lot: it’s not exactly a sign of super promising future if your “casual boyfriend” dibs what you have… exactly… “casual”. But Nina sure had a great rise in popularity as long as she was linked to Adam in media all over the world (with the usual hilarious degrees of idiocy surrounding what was always meant to be a very casual fling indeed), so she had her reward anyway, and she should keep nice memories and just move on to the next boyfriends, as she had already quite a number of somewhat famous ones of various pedigrees and she better not act too shocked what she shared with Adam didn’t last...) and therefore Nina could have been in Adam’s game for a few months, in my book.

I definitely liked the choice Adam did with her, and I was even hoping this link could have helped Agdal in getting the SI cover for 2014 (she deserved already the one in 2013) over super fat and super gross Kate Big Flubby Tits Upton (a person who is the epitome of trash in my book).

Not only Nina was beautiful, super sexy, she seemed also okay with being private (essential, in Adam’s world after he got to taste what a fame mongering “girlfriend” could make him suffer a couple of years ago…) so I thought we would have kept her as “next Miss Levine” until at least the end of the Summer Tour, basically (he gets restless on tour and he really hates the routine of it so a companion on tour was requested and Nina seemed a perfect fit being young and spontaneous and probably ready to enjoy the novelty of touring life).

Nina instantly skyrocketed in media mentions, as soon as she was even just “supposed” to be with Adam (obviously) but she kept being private so for me there weren’t trouble with her: she was good for him and seemed not to use him at all too, so she was okay for me.

But out there, Behati was keeping sending messages throught Instagram that were CLEARLY Adam related (I knew them, as I said, through the mentions and likes of Adam’s peeps on my Instagram’s feed, and curiosity often had me open their links, though I was not even thinking about saving those things because I was COMPLETELY sure Adam and Behati could be no more).

She was sending images of sharks (Adam’s nickname) and mermaids eaten up, she was sending sentences she did when they were together; and while Adam’s people always were there for Bee, NONE were for Nina, no matter how she tried to fit in with the tightest of Adam’s people (and you know his crew means EVERYTHING to him: they are like a bro’s gang and he has the same entourage since he was a teenager: if you have to stay with him, you have to be with those too and if they ostracize you, there won’t be any happy future I guess; and most definitely if they don’t like you for being with him, it’s clear that they have reasons behind the dislike. In this case they disliked Nina because they knew Behati was Adam’s true love. Adam’s friends and family acted in a protective manner because they wanted to save Adam’s future and happiness. Hopefully Nina won’t hold grudges because there wouldn’t be point in that. No one can stand in the way of TRUE love).

In all this, I had NO idea (I probably wasn’t ready to think about it to not hope about it, since my fondness of Behati) Adam and Behati kept calling one another every now and again (not in a sneaky way, I guess just because it’s hard to let a GREAT love go away and no matter how retarded and delusional people always claimed Adam was not in love with Behati, he was indeed and very much if he couldn’t cut the ties with her, not even when trying very hard to).

What couldn’t have ever crossed my mind was that Adam actually couldn’t move on from Behati, till the point not even his sexual romps with amazing women could detach his mind from her.

And look… if you are a professional sex seeker and modelizer and not even a STUNNING creature like Nina Agdal who’s dying to be your next thing can make you move on…

Then it must have meant that Adam TRULY was into Bee.

It’s so funny recalling how many delusional and clearly not very brained people kept claimed for months (some even STILL) that Adam never really even LIKED Behati, just because there were no paid-for photo ops or paps call-ups to monitor them like it had happened in some previous relationship (which were all but fine, as many songs Adam has written clearly tell)…

It’s funny to recall that, because only retarded people can think true love is the one given out to the paps and tabloids to be portrayed onto, with studied smiles and studied looks of (fake) longing, while a kind of relationship which develops in full privacy and is indeed protected and treasured with the only people that counts (family and real close friends) shall instead be named as “rebound” or “not real” or even worse, “a way to get famous”, when in fact the people involved in this so-dubbed “not important” links were already famous on their own in USA out of their OWN work for the most known lingerie company in the world…

But I am digressing, again.

So I was telling that Adam clearly was still HUGE about Bee; at the same time, Adam had been into many people… and “being into” never transitioned fully in anything more than mutual passion, and mutual pain after passion couldn’t grow into another step, which all of his leading ladies kept wishing for themselves after a while, and this is easy to understand (who wouldn’t want to become the wife of a wonderfully rich, handsome, truly successful son of Hollywood who was evenn born rich, so that his whole life was pampered actually? Anyone would die for being Missus Levine and this was even before he got to the peaks of his fame and power, even before he become what he is now, namely a household name).

But see?

When you are THE ONE… anything can happen.

Things thought impossible to be… well they can HAPPEN indeed.

I find it extraordinary that after Adam brought Nina to Los Cabos (at HIS house, he has bought a 6 Millions property there) he realized, just where he had seen new years coming in January 2013 with Behati and where he had passed his birthday with only his friends, deciding he and her had to break up), he realized once more his heart was missing Prinsloo like it never missed another living soul before…

I can easily imagine Adam talking with his family and friends trying to figure out what to do…

I can see the efforts on his crew’s part to send him straight to Palm Beach (where Behati was vacationing with Ali Tamposi and friends for the 4th July week) and try to make him finally realize he couldn’t let her go…

Because all of Adam’s closest people ALWAYS knew Behati was the one for him: all of those loving him for real, and there for him from the start… ALL of them just ADORE and have always adored Behati.

Yes, I can imagine those frantic days after Adam and Nina broke up (they last spent time alone at the end of June when they were in Las Vegas after the SI event and after they got back from Los Cabos; Adam went in Las Vegas staying at the Hard Rock Hotel, and Nina and the models of SI joined him and Jonah Hill and other friends after their SI duties and I suppose those days Adam and Nina kept being boning, but after that they never did it again, so technically their (sexual) relationship ended in June) as very important in Adam’s pattern to happiness.

But what seals the deal, what makes COMPLETE SENSE to me, is that what TRULY made Adam have THE epiphany was the moment when he had to see Behati again, after those thoughts he couldn’t shake from him made him move towards her, with open heart and open soul, to see what was about her he couldn’t live without (for real).

Imagine this.

Imagine this moment, and what it had to mean.

Try to.

Imagine a person convinced that “nothing lasts” and that if it exists something that “never changes” that is actually the ill fate of ANY relationship, well imagine this person then trying once more the recipe which has always worked for making him move on from one girl to another, healing his suffering heart (because Adam knows a lot about love pain… be sure and if you’re not again just listen his songs), and imagine him picking up girls and pick one GORGEOUS young thing and of course sexing her up as usual and try to have good moments in her company…

But then this person starts to see that this time, with this particular girl he has letting go away, regretting it, missing her, this recipe of sexy substitutes at his side able to make him move on from heartache… it simply doesn’t work AT ALL.

Imagine him telling this girl he cannot forget and cannot substitute at all: “let’s meet”, and remember that this kind of meeting have happened also with previous ex girlfriends, but never caused trouble or shocks (sometimes they caused a brief reunion, like with Becky Ginos or Paris Hilton, but that’s not the point) so huge to make him RE-EVALUATE his entire life over them…

Imagine instead that this time, when he truly cannot shake Behati out of his head no matter even NINA Agdal is there trying to everything she can to make him fall for her and then imagine the feeling at the meeting…

HIS feelings.

Imagine the Earthqwake in him, seeing Behati and being “flooded by emotions” in such unmistakeable way that HE KNEW, he realized and moreover ACCEPTED she was THE ONE.

I guess in that week around July 4th, where Bee was with Ali and friends and Adam had to see her to UNDERSTAND, finally, that his heart had found a home.

Can you imagine?

I can.

He saw her and the wildest emotion got him fully.

He saw her again and finally HE KNEW.

He knew she had been all along his soul-mate, and that he had to stop fuckin up because there is just one soul-mate who can make you feel in such a way; there is just one person who can turn a man-whore not believing in marriage, not trusting everlasting love, suddenly feel like instead all of those things DO have sense… like those are the steps he finally sees himself ready and committed to make because he cannot imagine to live again his life away from the source of his joy and love.

Imagine the beauty of such a stunning awareness.

I can… because I lived something very similar with Karim: I can assure you it’s the most powerful thing EVER.

Look… in his life Adam has LIVED for wild emotions: he knows them all.

He knew them all or so he thought he did.

While instead he had yet to taste THE TRUE emotion.

The one that only true love brings.

People have blabbed that he was too fast in proposing.

What?

He is a 34 years old whom has lived two decades of loves of all type; he knows well what he felt.

He felt something he NEVER did and I dare to conjecture, something he didn’t even think he COULD feel.

That reveal made him finally get the person able to do that to him… that person, that Angel always there for him… was and IS THE ONE.

Behati was there fighting for him and their love even when he was sex romping sexy vixens like Nina: she got and understood the only way true love works is by not wanting to change people forcedly, but giving them time to UNDERSTAND what is best for them in freedom, so that they can come back AWARE, and not misguided.

Behati did the only thing that had to be done: she set Adam free, at high cost for her heart, and sure she had too suffer but ALL along she had faith in him and their love.

She had faith he would understand and would have come back.

She trusted their love the ultimate way and through that, she trusted ADAM.

This is PURE love.

She does love him immensely and the power of her love, that was what Adam couldn’t replace because he has NEVER been loved so completely by no one which weren’t his family.

I cringe still for all the hate this amazing, extraordinary girl is receiving.

I know she doesn’t care because all that she cares about is ADAM… Adam THE PERSON, not the star.

She is in love with him for who he truly is, up and downs, pros and cons…

This acceptance makes her the perfect wife, the perfect life companion for him…

It makes her the perfect mother for their incoming kids (I can’t wait for that… they will be splendid parents, and their kids are going to be stunning with the most perfect faces and cheekbones EVER, with cat eyes colored hazel and with a massive skill at arts).

So to answer the previous self induced doubt (that I never had)…

Adam has not rushed a thing.

Nobody better than him has valued marriage and its sanctity and its difficulty and its SERIOUSNESS.

He wouldn’t have chosen to marry, unless he KNEW he would do that to his soulmate.

I feel tingling and happy and (I know it’s stupid because it has no link to my life) tears form in my eyes trying to figure out the shock and the mesmerizing happiness ruling Adam in that moment when he KNEW he was facing his soulmate, his source of love, Behati, and all fears and all doubts and the scare he always had about the “happy ever after” stuff simply VANISHED from his horizon, burnt out by the power of REAL love.

That sentence she used twice, ” I can’t promise to solve all your troubles, but I can promise you won’t have to face them alone”… finally RANG TRUE to Adam… a person who always told feared to be alone most, but a person who has always been too true to himself to fake commitments when he didn’t feel he was ready for it, when he didn’t feel he was with the person deserving such a step from him.

His concept of loneliness never meant “alone” as a just physical or practical state, as he could just snap fingers and he would be surrounded by adoring people, it mostly meant “alone” inner-ly, namely before Behati he was always unable to trust another living soul to the point of opening himself fully to them, and setting his soul free to be looked, taken, and protected.

Behati is the angel that made Adam surrender to TRUE love.

She has been so incredible.

Always believing her love, and her lover, and that they were meant to be.

She knew this from the start and that is a miracle, especially in a world as fake as the one of Entertainment industry.

But she never has used Adam: and never will.

This couple makes me just so happy.

It makes me so happy and I cannot wait for the forms this amazing fact will translate into new music.

Because MUSIC is what will come out of this perfection and I do expect something Maroon 5 have never reached before.

We will finally have the happiest songs.

The “forever together” type of songs.

The man who sings only about love, will finally pour his heart into true love songs, and no heartbreaks only anymore.

I literally drool about it and I am so happy also because – quite obviously – Behati and Adam are BOTH completely MUSICAL souls.

One of the thing I have ALWAYS loved the most about Behati is that she talks with and through music and their lyrics, because it’s something I also have always done and which makes my little homages to them a tad more difficult, because in a way I have to not dishonor her amazing taste (their amazing taste).

What can I say?

I am enchanted Behati and Adam will marry and have perfect kids, perfect because LOVE will make them and their parents are two shining souls, on the path of true love, people who have always searched for TRUE love, and never got tricked by fake one, even though they may have suffered for fake ones.

Now sorry for this long thing… after I explained this I can get back to March and trace what has happened in M5 world, but so you get what lied beneath it all.

LOVE.

Let’s go back to March now, and get ready to a TON of videos.

We stopped tracking properly fact by the end of February, when Maroon 5 was still on tour for the Winter leg of the Overexposed promotion and the guys were having an incredible list of sold-out shows with ravishing reviews.

What Maroon 5 is now is definitely one of the most successful patterns in pop history.

It’s not my word… it’s BILLBOARD’s and the way tracking which ones have been the most successful music acts EVER, Maroon 5 has now a place in those kinds of professional lists (I am not talking fans’ lists, I am talking professional Billboard receipts).

They have a kind of success which is very rare for pop acts; quite an unicum for BANDS pop acts; and absolutely outstanding for pop bands out since more than a decade.

It makes me very proud because I have been a fan since their starts so (being the self-absorbed woman I am) it is a point of pride, as I said, seeing that my taste got validated by HISTORY.

FACTS validate opinions… nothing else (and this will value also later on, when we will get back talking Behati and Adam’s road to happiness, in which true love clearly won and fake loves got simply erased by gracious Father Time ;)).

It’s undeniable not only that Maroon 5 know their work, but they have had a career most acts couldn’t even start to imagine.

I think one day they will stop working; but when it will happen there won’t be drama: they will just retire because their time will be complete.

One thing I know for sure: the band members will always be brothers; and as nowadays the usual stupid people are already here claiming Behati will break the band… well be assured she won’t because THE BAND wanted her to be back with Adam and know why?

Because she makes the one who creates the songs in the band (mainly) happy to exist, and therefore she makes also “the band” somehow.

Behati hung out with all of the band (except Adam) and Jesse for the whole two weeks of Coachella.

So please stop fronting and realize Behati and Maroon 5 are as close as it is possible to get. Thank you ;).

Anyway back to chronicles.

The guys were keepin on working on tour but suddenly Adam was stopping to be cheerful and festive; that had also to do with the fact his schedule (personal one) was so filled up that in the days of the tour he had also to promote his newly released fragrance, and had to start to commit with Shop Your Way and Kohl to create his incoming (this Fall) Fashion Line.

Adam basically never has a free moment since 2011, when he started doing The Fuckery Show.

This is bad, but on the other side, since then, he has transformed into a MOGUL, and it’s not a thing I state… it’s something tax and incomes state.

Adam Levine now makes 35 millions a year ALONE, and it’s been calculated in between 2010 and 2015 his PERSONAL fortune will count in the 120 /130 millions of dollar range.

Add to that what he earned the previous ten years.

Add to that the fact he was rich since childhood, because you don’t go to Brentwood School if you are an average Joe…

And then applaud along me this very smart business man.

Adam is part of an entrepreneurial Family and his grandfather has been a HW tv producer; he has into his veins blood of smart and talented people; no matter the way he seems always so up-in-the-sky… he knows well what he wanted to achieve in life and now what he got exceeded all of his best expectations (and they weren’t small, those he had).

Still, in times like these, what he managed to achieve, without hiring ordals of PR following his life daily, still so remarkable.

yes, because he got all of this maintaining a very private personal life.

Which he will keep doing, because he hates people who sell their privacy to become somebody in the world of “famous”.

There will be a time when Adam will step behind scenes.

He has hinted at this multiple times, and he will do that and I feel it won’t take that many years to it actually (and yes, by then Maroon 5 will be no more, but again, a pop band won’t be likely to become as long-lived as a rock band, it simply isn’t possible in pop field to stretch a career that long).

Now with all this money, he can plan the phase two of his life, and people shall just accept that he doesn’t like to sell his life to the media and they should stop harassing him for being so tightly private.

I actually admire and like him more for this because you can’t be happy if your life is too public: the public still a stranger and you don’t owe the “public” anything else but your honest work, your artistic output, which has to be the most sincere you can offer to them, sure; but beside that, no public person shall be requested to make their “private” days open for strangers to see.

Private life shall be COMPLETELY private: nobody buys the right to witness into your family, even if they have bought hundreds tickets for a concert or all of the music you have ever released (which is my case actually).

What a fan and the public obtain is ART and its consumption; in no way being a fan or a very dedicated supporter of some public figure gives anybody the right to obtain a pass to the life behind the scenes of any artist.

Who believes any artist or public figure owe the public anything they are are stupid and delusional.

And probably not even into the art of the artist at all, actually.

So Adam not only has become increasingly powerful and increasingly rich as of late; he has also become increasingly kept up and reserved and I LOVE THIS to no end.

That’s why I like his long interviews where his entourage gets to speak (like in this one): you get well which kind of loyal and rooted person he is, through others’ words and never his (a sign of goodness, real goodness to me).

These sort of “family and near people” portraits are of course completely conflicting with the many fantasists stories about who Adam Levine is, which are mostly a giant bunch of crap.

Yes, Adam Levine has been a womanizer and his Hollywood parties are legendary and a TON of fun… but beside that Adam is just a very normal, very focused, very artistic and determined guy who has always been having a plan for his life, and who has successfully implemented that while never forgetting about family and close friends.

This is the description of a good person.

Somebody those who are part of his circle are treasuring like the diamond he is.

Now that he has found true love, I am happy to see this privacy hasn’t changed a bit; and I don’t expect Adam and Behati to become more public at all with their love (her interview on ABC after the engagement states OPENLY this, in fact).

But back to the chronicle (again: you will see this “back to” formula a lot in this post, forgive me but I am writing everything in rush and as I said… this was vastly un-planned as post ;)).

The tour was going on and all the guys were keeping their passions in check; but one thing which surely was a trauma in Maroon 5 world occurred on March 7th, when beloved Frankie passed away.

Yes, the adored Golden Retriever, star of Goodnight Goodnight video; the only lady who really ruled Adam’s (then) house by then… died after a few weeks of incurable disease, and she did while Adam was away, none the less.

Behati was flown away to work with Victoria’s Secret in St. Barths, shooting for what would later become a wonderful campaign, which I will post the behind the scenes below.

She was posting revealing pictures on Instagram with her face pensive, and clearly something was broken in her life (we would later understand her and Adam were starting to break up, so to spend time with her friends and Candice and be around people who loved her from ages ago; but even her posted under Savannah’s pictures and Milo’s honoring Frankie her condolences.

But sure she was acting not being her usual super sparkly, super happy and super blessing self.

By then, words about break ups and absurd rebounds promptly denied (not because Adam’s was alone probably – Nina’s name was already throw here and there even then – but because some of the supposed rebounds were clearly not the modeling type or the gorgeous type he favors, and were some PR hopeful dream to be caught only ) were already swirling, but Adam was keeping everything light-tipped and actually so was Behati.

Behati’s recipe for making her head clear (and re-gain the focus in her actions, eventually) was of course the smartest way.

Work.

Work.

Work.

Without any whine, she kept rolling while the love of her life also was keeping rolling amidst the usual super, super crowded schedule.

She gathered herself together, held her head up but never ever, I keep stating this because it si so incredible and so deserving praise, never even once she sold Adam or their love to gain anyone’s pity or more fame.

This is what Behati was doing in St. Barths: appreciate how she keeps being adorable even in days where her heart is shadowed.

She spent time working and then talking with her own people; probably finding in herself forces she knew she had, but that not many people have the strength to find or push in hard times.

She is a wonderful model, super professional, and whoever trashes her clearly has no clues at all.

She is also a wonderful human being.

Not being a fame whore or a person loving getting fully naked for fame doesn’t mean she isn’t wonderful in what she does.

Otherwise she wouldn’t have the most sought-after modeling contract in the world (yes, only her is a TRUE ANGEL) since 2009 (way before any involvement in the upper dating world, right?):

More from St. Barths days:

Behati in 2011/2012 made 2 millions dollars by herself.

Not through any other but herself.

Strong confident and independent women evidently bother weak, low-life and dependent ones allegedly. 😉

From the videos of St. Barths it is clear Behati was not her usual self there, anyway.

If you make a comparison with THESE behind the scenes from Miami taken in January when she and Adam were still together you see a different glow in her, don’t you?:

I remember she was very happy in tweeting when she was shooting these; it was due to this shooting she actually missed the Grammy Awards in LA, but then they were still a couple:

Also in those February day when they were together still Behati was shooting with might Bruce Weber, for a feature which would later appear in May 2013 Glamour Issue, and which I post here because she was GORGEOUS and still with light in her eyes then:

They were not those March days instead; and while her work was keeping Behati in check continuously, Adam in between her tour schedule and his incoming birthday plans (and The Fuckery soon coming première after it) was also trying to shake thoughts behind him.

But it seemed an attempt with small to none success, as some tweet were clearly subtexted with kind of a royal pain, if any, and certainly dissatisfaction (it would be hard to understand why, being him so successful, when just in those days it was revealed a new Summer tour very lucrative was coming their way; when he had just started to plan to move from his old digs to a new mansion we would later learn about; now we must have a clue it was because his heart was in deep pain and doubts, too).

More on Honda Civic Tour by then:

So Adam and Maroon 5 were in between huge gigs in So Cal and Las Vegas and a super birthday vacation was scheduled for incoming 34 birthday boy in Los Cabos, at El Dorado Golf Resort and Beach Club where, as I said, Adam has actually bought in private equity form a HUGE wonderful new dig for himself, too.

And while he was dong all that… and while his birthday was coming, and they would not pass it together of course because they were in the middle of a break up which was tearing BOTH away…

Behati was tweeting VERY important lyrics to a glorious song by Rihanna which I always loved as well.

And THOSE lyrics… they DO make a lot of sense in those times, in their story, as well:

The detachment from the time when things happen and the way media then work them always amaze me; for instance, it was peculiar always in March how pictures Behati shot when coupled would come out when she was on a break-up phase.

People often don’t take into consideration that photo shots, advertising campaigns, and all these type of things are planned WEEKS in advance; so it was untimely but someway also very fitting that THIS Rihanna song would be part of a VS campaign, and that for instance what Behati shot for GQ when with Adam still would be published when they were no more, making it all even more awkward, and someway certainly painful for her and him:

Another important, very important thing that happened just when gossip was building up and people were keeping harassing Behati, but also Adam, about their private lives, was that Adam finally had enough with the social media crap and decided to voice his personal HUGE distaste for a fame – machine which seems to requests all public people to become fake showers of their own most private parts for the sake of money and fame.

Adam ISN’t this type of “famous guy”.

He treasures private life; he doesn’t think he owes anything more than his work to his “fans” and moreover he is a very reserved person: when he wasn’t for a while, it was because he was tricked by some fame-seeking link to forcefully display his behind-the-curtains days; but the fact he allowed it never meant he liked it. He did because by then he was blinded by someone truly fake, and fell for those requests (with heartache following, and a HUGE lesson learned, as well).

He also cannot stand cyber bullying or the lies media can spread; he really despises it all and wholeheartedly.

So he put this out, and with this all of the people asking why he is not so social-media active right now may have their (FINAL and conclusive) answer:

I guess he couldn’t have been any more clear about the matter.

And I support this vision 200%.

Adam will never sell his person to the media: only his art.

So right before his birthday Maroon 5 played Las Vegas… Jimmy V fell off stage (lol) and as soon as the concert ended, Adam along Sam, Noah, Jason Fields, and Shawn flew off towards Los Cabos’ residency, while other band members remained in California (and everywhere else) wishing him good from afar.

Adam by now is an avid golfer, by the way; think that as soon as the guys returned from the very brief Los Cabos trip, as Maroon 5 had to keep on touring, he and Sam played straight at Vaquero golf club, too.

I FINALLY found the Episodes of his victorious stint with Tiger Woods’ coach Hank Haney on Golf Channel (watch it all on NAWWAL Page 5) which he filmed in the first 3 months of 2012 and he is by now truly into the game: he doesn’t miss a chance to play it and he has also a membership at Los Caballeros CC (the one where he did film along Haney during the show runs) ; but what he needed away from all eyes was time with his long-life friends to decode his life, once again (it did happen in 2012 too).

What he did come out with was another break-up he thought he was ready to handle the usual way he had done all his life.

“Heal yourself with new likes, until pain disappears completely and you move on”.

But this time wouldn’t have worked… because True Love is different and cannot be replaced or forgotten: it can only be claimed back, as we have seen did happen with Bee :).

Talking about work to erase pain though, Adam wasn’t only doing it as well, as much as Behati: he was adding to singer/songwriter/performer + tv personality/perfumer/clothing designer also a further layer on his portfolio, as his record label 222 (created solely for supporting Rozzi Crane actually) was ready to promote MORE people, such as Glee’s staple Matthew Morrison.

It’s actually a cute way to keep helping singers (and actually to me, way more efficacious than stay on the awful karaoke show… but that’s my opinion, and I know not many agree there – not that I care).

Around the same time, a new family “member” was added, as for his birthday Adam received another puppy, a male labradoodle he called Bones (in honor of Hart Hanson) to fill the immense void Frankie left at home:

Some very surprising pictures of Bones surfaced a few weeks later, with BEHATI holding him…

At first I was like “hmmm?” because it was clear Adam was involved with somebody else at the time, although I had no idea yet who that “somebody else” was, as he kept it all very private, but words were exchanged he had a pretty new young thing by his side already (obviously: I think he never spent a day alone in bed after all).

But I was so convinced that it meant NOTHING in the world of the former A&B couple that I didn’t even took much notice of it: I assumed she was just hangin around her friends and Adam’s family (she was with Molly and Ali and James while shooting for Jalouse and for What Women Wear feature in April before and after Coachella times and also in May, when she came for the “What Is Sexy” VS promotional work) and just kind of avoided further inquiry, assured that there were no chances for them after Adam had decided to cut it out the relationship.

Even more assured, as new magazine features starring him were coming out, such as Nylon magazine (the interview was taken around the exact time of their breakup) and again he was speaking CLEARLY against the pressure of marriage.

A self-reassurance I guess, that he simply couldn’t see how a relationship could survive the test of time:

This is the behind-the-scenes video… I really like it and we get to see how well Adam cleans up ;):

Just by the end of March, even the dullest single from Maroon 5 (Daylight, a pure borefest with a reallykilling-the-chances-at-spotlight video too) went Top 10 on Billboard Hot100, making it a RECORD for Maroon 5 as none of their albums had previously spanned 3 Top Ten singles (Songs About Jane only saw This Love and She Will be Loved reach the it), and again topping the radio tallies (they are by now, with also the success of the way superior although still bland Love Somebody the most successful Pop acts EVER in terms of radio dominance USA has ever seen: and think Adam has also solo hits there which AUGMENT this dominance, see heard’em Say and most notably Stereo Hearts).

A mind-blowing kind of winning streak which the new season of The Fuckery That Thing The Awful Karaoke Show would only enhance, and which première, as I said, I was forced to watch (without makin much out of it):

JUST TO CLARIFY: I post here an episode of THE FUCKERY only because I have seen it; no way I change my idea on how dreadful for music these type of shows are (Go, Foo Fighters & Dave! you are RIGHT!) so if you want to see those episodes, again the only way are the NAWWAL pages because I wouldn’t still touch or watch such trash EVER.

No matter if practically all my friends adore the show.

I HATE it with a burning passion. 😉

As March was ending and April was rolling in, the tour was going on (with more golfing stops to ease the boredom of that routine) and more news about the incoming months were gathering: the Wango Tango stint, the upcoming Summer tour (sponsored by Honda Civic) the hints at a new album writing process which had started (with ADORABLE Jesse confirming his role then as part of the band would be reprised, YESSS!) and pretty much all was coming and going the usual way: namely BUSY.

Busy a lot.

This kind of smashing made people at Billboard have guesses on future possible career plans, but we all know Adam would never go solo actually…

Golf someway had keeping him in check all time: for instance on Easter 2013 he went to Sawdust CC to relax and have his private time… though being him Adam Levine, it seems that “private time” can’t ever really happen (he will work on that even more from now on, just wait and see):

Adam also kept being “used” to rise ratings, seeing as successful that strategy had paid for instance for AHS (may that “use” being real, or completely funny and fictional, like when Kurt Sutter hinted at Adam in SOA: he’d actually like him in, but the chances are unexistant due to Adam’s absurdly packed schedule he said); so he was used as well by his pal Gene Hong to promote Community through a song on an episode, very well pimped out, too:

Also increasingly numerous were Adam’s appearances in lists and magazine sexy features, such as in Details:

The interview about Adam sworning off marriage again also had its impact, and truly I was thinking nothing would ever change in his life…

But as I said I was fine with it.

In April a party was thrown for the issue of Nylon with Adam in and Rozzi was the special performer: she’s very talented and I hope she makes it VERY big!

I find it adorable that Adam believes in her talent so much he actually created 222 for her, risking his money for somebody who has talent so faithfully.

Adam is always there for his people; and keeps being VERY grateful to anyone who has supported him from the start.

Like when at the last days of the Winter tour (we were already in Spring anyway) he mentioned his vocal trainer Ron Anderson, whom he still work with:

This kind of loyalty is awesome in my book.

So by April the tour was ending and it was a HUGE and very rewarding one.

Piling up on the series of endless career achievements and honors, just as the tour ended we knew Adam would have been honored with a GREAT milestone moment: he would receive the BMI Icon pop Award for outstanding career achievement in pop history.

This is actually pretty awesome.

What were Maroon 5 doing in the maintime?

Adam was seen on Jay Leno on his The Fuckery duties (but looking OH! so Gorgeous, too):

And also in various others outlets always for the Fuckery (watch NAWWAL pages for those, thank you).

Elsewhere in M5 land instead, James rented a house for Coachella and BEHATI went along with EVERYBODY.

By then again I guessed: “wow, they DO love her” but also “How awkward and straining must be for her get back there Adam-less, since it was there they started to be a couple in 2012?”

But I had faith Bee knew what she was doing: she also seemed happy and very delighted to be with all the crew, and it’s clear there’s a lot of love going on along among all those people.

And nothing like friendly love can heal a broken heart (hence my then “Friendship lasts forever” titles for all the pictures out of that pack of days).

Adam for sure didn’t go to Coachella in 2013.

He was already prancing Nina Agdal by then and he actually stopped to Las Vegas to catch Diplo and have some fun (and surely trying to avoid the MANY thoughts and feelings imagining the girl we later learned he couldn’t forget at the place where they first started to love each other had to ignite in him).

Again, I wasn’t really paying much attention to their separate ways by then: I was just happy Behati had the FULL support of EVERYONE in Adam’s camp; I was happy to see her so tight with Jesse and James; so happy to see all of the crew giving her precious care and attention.

I was hoping she could quickly survive the heartbreak Adam was leaving behind him (as usual).

While in Cali she managed to shoot for various Fashion things anyway, like when she shot for Who What Wear editorial.

She also probably met Bones those days.

When the Coachella time ended, I focused back on Maroon 5 and Adam’s uncanny series of good things coming: for instance the fact they racked the most nominations at Billboard Music Awards, coming later on in May.

I still pointing out how this is incredible for a band which is on the map since early 2000 and which makes POP.

May was coming after; and a thing that never goes much noticed (because all of these are PRIVATE event put up by VERY RICH, VERY PRIVATE people, is that practically at every given space of time in the past 16 months Maroon 5 have performed a MEGA number of events that normal media couldn’t tag.

Like this one on May 1st, for Democrats (of course, being them all Democrats) Institution in Tallahassee Hospital Charity Gala:

I always love when they support causes which I would support as well.

After that Maroon 5 were straight up to New Orleans to perform at Jazz festival; great opportunity to remind people that they are actually a “serious” act, even if now purely pop, they have still tons of jazz/rnb influences to their beautiful sound.

There at Jazz festival they hung out with super friend Savannah Buffett (the daughter of legendary folk icon Jimmy Buffett, if anyone wonders who she is still):

The performance was amazing, and well received; I laugh profusely when people dismiss Maroon5 and their talent…

They truly have no clue how great musicians these guys are: if Adam weren’t  gorgeous people would take them more seriously, but it ain’t Adam’s fault if he’s a stud and knows it.

Art still art, whoever face is the one promoting it.

Behati in the main time was keeping on working, and working hard, trying to fill her days without thinking too much about Adam’s days (and still receiving every single time she did anything tons of support, say, EXACTLY from Savannah…):

She is gorgeous by the way… (for Free People):

Do you think by the time their break-up was kinda under everyone’s eyes poor Behati stopped being harassed online on her accounts by stupid people?

No way: she kept being daily offended by tons of “fans”.

I think not only people online are low-minded, but also that there are way too many stalkers and the BEST thing anyone famous could (and must actually) do is building a fence as high as possible to preserve themselves from those dangerous freaks.

Those people are sick: they spread lies, they are vicious and scary… and I guess Adam was more than fed up with all that (by then, some of those freaks were claiming he was getting pregnant some phantomatic – not real of course – partner which was varying from being a tv PR, a starlet, an actress, a singer, a cheerleader, and who knows what else. Clearly Adam thinks all of this is insane and got disgusted by everyone online, and I think he won’t ever get back being seriously active with people, because he now just thinks the majority following him are plain crazy, and I think he’s right):

Lucky enough he had golf still keeping him retired and safe; he was practicing it even in days when he had to film his tv show, so I guess that really is a big part of his daily life now which gives him space to be himself and feel secure and not given as a piece of food out to creepy people:

It was news of those days that Adam had ALSO inked a new development deal with NBC (a further step on his stepping back to the scene incoming future, may people accept it or not), so again his always more high profiled biz status was progressing in parallel and contrariwise to his always more evident will of stopping being looked over in his privateness.

By the time of Wango Tango (May 11th)  Adam gave an interview to Ryan Seacrest about how he did feel being 34 (and other things):

Maroon 5 time at Wango Tango was super fast anyway, although of course very well done and very well accepted…

Adam actually flew away from the location swiftly after the performance and he did because Nina was waiting for him actually.

The day after he had to celebrate his mum so I guess he had short time to enjoy the sex in between the two things 😉 (sorry, I had to…)

Yes, because on May there were also the celebrations of Mother’s Day to make him happy again and you know how much Adam is tight with his mum, how much he treasures her and her guidance.

In memory of this I finally found out an Insider Interview which was actually from 2012 where the two interact and they are just ADORABLE.

Patsy rocks, quite frankly: I can totally see the similarities with her brother, writer Timothy Noah (Adam’s roots of Democrats Belief).

Adam spent time on May 12 at Beverly Hills Polo Lounge with the family, starting to enjoy the super beardy & messy hairy look nowadays he’s mastering (and I like his Lumberjack version… I am pretty sure he’s sporting it now to remind of his Can a Song Save Your Life role, and it won’t probably cut it until the movie isn’t out, so we will see beardy Adam until the majority of September. Behati seems to love him bearded up, so no trouble there).

Adam and Maroon 5 in May were already promoting their incoming Summer Tour, which sees a very lucrative partnership with Honda Civic.

Now I know people are pissed that they don’t do meet and greets anymore but these kind of crossing tours request lots of sponsors and the meet and greets are given only through sponsors because they are those paying for the tour after all.

In these days and in this economic situation bands have to partner with sponsors to being able to consistently tour and make it all profitable.

It’s just not a choice but an oblige to re-asses some dynamics cutting the risks of financial overexposure.

Smart fans shall understand: too bad often Maroon 5 fans are all but that bright, and couldn’t see truths not even pointing them at those with a flashy road of yellow bricks.

Anyway…

Adam didn’t bring Nina, but his mum at the BMI Pop Awards, and when in a little we read the way People Magazine worded her “status” when it became known, we have no trouble understanding why: she simply didn’t ever belong to his “family circle”.

There was a giant elephant in that room instead, and that elephant had the perfect cheekbones and amazing lengthy features of Miss Behati, who was on the other side of the map wearing proudly her love scars, without any will to give up on her happiness.

James and Ali were also there at the Gala celebration because Ali too got some awards: but none was comparable to what Adam got of course.

It was amazing and very touching see the way he was so humbled and thankful, and the way he feasted his mum there at the Gala: makin her proud is sure one of the things he loves the most in life, and boy, isn’t she TRULY so proud of him!

So much time and so much effort has passed since Maroon 5 early debut, and first steps!

This sure has to make a mum beaming with prideful joy.

Maroon 5 didn’t attend the Billboard Music Awards (though they won AGAIN something of course) because they had another private event planned in Las Vegas (money making always takes over I guess ;)) days later.

They also passed almost unnoticed the AWFUL news and way they fucked again us, European fans, when they postponed the tour which was only one month away (yeah, good job The Fuckery… thank you for ruining lives, you stupid tv Karaoke Show).

But I have already talked about that so I won’t be getting in at it again.

On May 17th Adam was on Jimmy Kimmel Live:

Let’s notice another small thing instead, such as also this moving towards Las Vegas made again Behati and Adam’s roads diverge (which was appropriate, seeing the fact Nina was starting to appear by his side.

Basically, Behati had to attend a VS Event in Los Angeles… and Adam did his best to avoid her the pain to catch him (but did they communicate with one another? we can only guess: the very tight-lipped lovers won’t probably ever answer this question).

When asked about the state of her relationship with Maroon 5 frontman though, Behati didn’t really answer.

I was again a bit surprised she didn’t even address it a tiny bit (still admiring her for it).

I thought that was their mutual deal, to never speak publicly about what they had and how it ended, much like they never actually spoke at all about it when they were a couple.

Still, it pained me to see Behati shadowed by the occurrence; but again she spent some days in LA and had her birthday there (with lovely Hello Kitty cake… you know I am a Kitty lover so you can imagine again how connected I felt with her, and how I felt the sufferance of seeing her away from  the one she was clearly still loving) with Ali and James and Molly and I was confident she was on the road to recovery still, helped by friends on the double sides of USA.

Friends are always a big part in all these situations: but friends also know what is mattering in their friends’ lives so it doesn’t surprise me Adam’s people were all up for Behati to be strong and keep going, hoping Adam would be finally make a couple of realizations about his life in the process.

In the awaiting time, she kept working her (amazingly beautiful) ass off, solidifying her state of Angel, growing up and getting every day sexier as this behind the scenes movie testifies:

By the third week of May, finally the Love Somebody video came out.

You know I completely hated the third single choice out from Overexposed: it totally killed the momentum of hits from the band (though as I wrote they managed to get another top ten BBHot 100 hit with it, impressively) and to pick up another slower (in Summer, then, to make it worse!) song wasn’t at all a convenient choice in my book (even though Love Somebody is a superior song to Daylight).

But then I saw the video, and the song gained 100000000 points with me.

The video is by far the classiest Maroon 5 have ever done: too bad that they are absolutely crap at promoting their stuff (they probably also lack the time) because the video, seriously… the video is everything!

Emily Ratajkowski is THE SEX, honestly she has an insane body and that face straight out of a Lolita’s tale.

Still the video manages to be sultry and sensitive, even if it’s basically an ode to nudity.

It’s an exceptional video, and the backstage cracks me up 😉 :

The song is currently on the verge to become ANOTHER Top Ten hit for the band (that would be absolutely mind-blowing) but is already setting up a record in Pop history by making them becoming the most successful adult Contemporary Act EVER in their ranks.

Congratulations to the Kings 😉

Another weekend was coming (the only space of time when Adam, occupied with The Fuckery That Awful Karaoke Show could perform out of his duties there) and another private Event was in line for Maroon 5, the Citrix Sinergy one at Anaheim in California.

After it, hell broke loose because the cat went finally out of the bag: Adam was dating Nina Agdal, and it was not just another rumor spread by useless rags (which I generally don’t trust).

What SUPER surprised me was that somebody spilled the tea to People Magazine, which substantially means Adam’s representative gave their approval to the story (for future things: whatever gets published in People is double checked with the people’s involved. It’s a given rule in HW).

But still the way the whole article was worded up in People made me clearly aware (as I wrote at the start of this chronicle) that Adam was in it just for fun.

Even more out of these excerpts from the article:

Again, have in mind that this is what Adam was aware would be published…

Now if Nina ever thought they had a future together, she is playing the naive card, because for sure they weren’t going to.

But I guess she rightly took her chance up to get a notch up towards fame while enjoying as well some good sex in beautiful places, and I absolutely applaud her for it.

She didn’t do anything wrong, as long as she doesn’t play now the “pity me poor tricked me” card.

Because that card ain’t no reason to exist, given these sentences in this People article…

Yeah… I guess marriage wasn’t in the plans at all from the start between Adam and Nina, right? 😉

But of course also that later would give Levine’s haters a reason to attack him, even though he never addressed relationship with Agdal or even if he never reckoned her at all, and the only images we would get of the two together would be stolen ones from Los Cabos where they actually don’t even kiss (not that I have doubts they had a lot of sex, but it was never like Adam acknowledged her at all, so why get surprised if he ditched her quickly once he realized he truly loved Behati?).

Not that Nina wasn’t worthy…

She is extremely beautiful and out from the little time I have followed her on social media she seems lively and cute and much loveable.

It’s not that she isn’t a great girl… it’s just that she was never meant to mean a thing in Adam’s world from the start.

If you don’t get why Adam thought she could make him forget anybody tho (which I am sure at some point he hoped she could afford to for him), well, take a look here:

Adam SURE tried to make his mind and heart go away from Bee… but if even somebody like Nina couldn’t make him do it, again, that means he was always being in love, true love, with Bee.

Of course, like it always happens with media which cannot do their work properly, suddenly also Nina became a “VS” model, even if the only thing she ever did for them was a couple of shots for Pink (even a little video with… guess who? BEHATI! How small this world can be ;)!):

No way.

Behati is the only TRUE VS model Adam has ever dated, and the ONLY ANGEL: Angela Bellotte, Anne V and Nina Agdal NEVER were under any kind of VS contract.

They are NOT VS Secret models at all, and no way none of them three ever were “Angels”.

The horror is that some famewhoring PR and Agents keep calling unworthy people “Angel” or “VS models” when all they did were a couple of catalog poses and a couple of walks in the show which got highlighted ONLY because of a date which was considered worthy.

Way to keep milking people on the road to fame, folks!

The only VS Angel and real VS model Adam ever got is ONLY Behati.

FULL STOP.

Nina works for Aerie as well, which is VS main competitor on USA soil, so there’s no way she will ever get cast in other VS work until that link doesn’t cease, for sure.

But I hope (still) she gets her SI cover because she’s got a killer body and a very brilliant personality, a cute laugh and she’s young and fresh and she deserves success, and she’s perfect for SI; she’s curvy and has natural beautiful breasts and she has that very sexy, feisty quality males in locker room dig, and young girls appreciate because it’s a beauty type they can approach more easily than a long legged mannequin who wears lingerie like it’s high fashion.

At first anyway the “Adam dates Nina now” news (which anyway made Nina’s fame skyrocket straight in all media mentions ALL OVER THE WORLD, you just need to check Google’s and Yahoo’s stats to get aware of it) was still overshadowed by the “I Hate This Country” “scandal” on The Fuckery .

Basically Adam let his mouth run free in a totally contextual occasion, but the republican media, which hate him because already in two elections he openly supported Obama and being this vocal, he could move a bit of the young votes, took the chance to build a major fuss out over NOTHING, especially easily as Memorial day was approaching, too.

Honestly… conservatives are retarded.

Not all of them: the people who can seriously think a sentence like that was meant to signify what the words said.

But ehi, you can’t give a functioning brain to brainless, so be it.

At least one of the articles (and trust me every single media talked about this for AGES… which is insane!) monitoring the fact gave us insights on the MEANING OF THE VERY MISTERIOUS MAROON 5 NAME:

(Adam got even questioned again on that sentence just mere hours ago, three months after, at the TCA panel in Beverly Hills for The Fuckery Season 5, go figure.. and he looked mightly annoyed by that, of course!)

The media fuss was so huge Adam was forced to a stupid apology and I am sure over there he kept thinking the whole world of media and the whole of the way some public handles basic stuff is completely out of range and decency.

But at least we got a wonderful, wonderful CBS special (which is rerunning today If I am not mistaken, on CBS again):

Now speaking about interviews, just before the hectic days of the middle of May he was being interviewed by Oprah Winfrey on set and there are some REALLY interesting pieces out of that interview.

For instance… he started to say FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME he wasn’t really “opposed” to marriage.

Now those bits make way more sense…

I wonder how much Adam and Behati were speaking those days; I wonder what was suggesting Adam to start getting less armed up about marriage… I basically wonder if his pain which couldn’t go away without Bee by his side was starting to make him aware there can be everlasting pairings, indeed.

Behati those days was seeing her friends in New York, she was working VS and just by May she was becoming the face of new Victoria’s Secret perfume, the bold and wonderful VICTORIA, which she would actually unveil in way happier days, weeks later.

She spent Memorial Day with working crews and she would also hang out with LA people, all of Adam entourage those days was then posting pictures out of Memorial Day 2012: the time when Behati’s and Adam’s relationship firstly got monitored, in Hawaii, at the wedding of Will Nash.

She would come spending time along Sam and Steph and little Vesper in Los Angeles; she would be taken care of by Ali and James and Milo: all when the media were up to pair Nina and Adam as much as possible and echoes of this new relationship were spread allover Europe, as well (Italy included).

Those messages Behati was keeping posting in Instagram though were her way to tell Adam she was still believing: and trust me, it takes a LOT to keep believing a man when he’s happily jumping in bed and everywhere else with someone like Nina Agdal.

It truly takes LOVE and Faith.

And that also makes a good marriage recipe, actually.

The chaos out of The “I Hate This Country” mess caused a premature departure of so called “Team Adam” in The Fuckery, which means he and Maroon 5 had more time to focus on their music, their promotional duties and their always packed Private shows, and the incoming projects they were ready to dishevel which included also ANOTHER performer signed to 222 records.

Unfortunately those projects  don’t really include (yet?) any Katy Perry collaboration, but hopefully that will change soon (that collaboration would guarantee a Grammy, and also one of the most bought singles of all time…).

In all the frenzy (still) schedule Adam tho couldn’t really avoid to state something he TRULY cared and cares about.

Here it is, Mr. “I Won’T EVER COMPROMISE myself nor I will kiss nobody’s ass” :

I love his purity: he’s SO different from media puppets, and so distant from POP puppets… he really can’t avoid to be himself, and PROUDLY so.

I hope he never changes there: I don’t think he can 🙂 so I am a happy camper there. His fierceness which sometimes turns so nerdy and stubborn pleases me SO much.

By middle of June, Maroon 5 were scheduled for the Today Show, which they (obviously) rocked:

And Adam had also his own duties as a Jimmy Fallon guest:

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Again Nina were nowhere to be seen there (while we do remember the year before Behati was all watching her beau at Rockfeller plaza, holding his sunglasses as all-in-white Maroon 5 were performing), and this had to be strange (not really) if they were starting to be “a thing” a little more serious than just a pair of “fuck buddies”.

As Adam was in New York, the advertising for his perfume finally came out (Milo and Travis are behind its concept).

It’s all very Adam, in all fairness and I personally adore this vibe, but sure it isn’t what housewives of the middle America can get (and there’s nothing about Adam which suits that kind of people, truly… he’s so very distant from average mediocrity he couldn’t mash with it not even trying…):

This fact (that Adam is not really fit to cross “average-ness” because nothing about him is in medias res or average at all) will probably make his clothing line at Shop Your Way for Kohl difficult to be accepted, because from one side, he needs to make it “average” (given the retailer), but on the other side, this isn’t really what he can aim for, for his own nature.

I am therefore very curious to see how this all will turn out to be, quite frankly:

After the Voice ending and after the duties for the Today Show, Adam would fly with friends and with Nina in Los Cabos and by sheer effort (or people calling people?) they got papped even though El Dorado in  Los Cabos is a PRIVATE place (and in fact those shots seem to be taken by afar, like a boat on the sea, away from the location):

Look how there are no real open signs of intertwining.

Again I am sure they were there to bone, but it’s not like something that official; still, the fact they got caught and media started to wooo-ing at the news had to deeply cut inside Behati, because those days Adam’s friends were even more cuddly and openly affectionate towards her, in multiple ways.

Behati took solace and comfort in the days of media going nuts over Adam and Nina with the refugee into Shannan Click’s family warmth.

She went to Montauk and spent time with baby Sage and let all of her soul pour over.

The most important Instagram posts those days Behati did were ALL about not so hidden (well, now they are not so hidden for sure) messages about TRUE LOVE; TRUE ACCEPTANCE; TRUTHS in general.

And some posts in particular (always remember Behati was being harassed by cyber freaks on all of those posts…) were more than clear:

A little too much to not realize everybody loved her to pieces… and still she was missing the MAIN piece, but it wouldn’t be for much longer.

Faith in Love had to win, after all.

Just a small note: I have been told that around the middle of June Behati at some party in New York would have hooked up with Brain Games’ host Jason Silva.

May it have been?

Hardly.

Certainly he tried to whoo her, but Mr. Silva has a penchant for trying to connect with people in the showbiz with money connections so hopefully Bee was just gracious with him and let him on his place, untouched.

But even if things would have gone slightly differently, fact is that Jason Silva creep by the way was never really taken into consideration by Behati… mostly worked to ring a bell in Adam’s head I guess, because I don’t think a slimy clinger who dated and misused Heather Graham to get more reckoned in Hollywood could ever be Behati’s “type”.

Jason Silva is honestly third-rate TV “personality” whose credits aren’t at all that impressive, and he tries to play the “smart card” when anyone who has actually spoken extendedly with him in HW will tell you is a big balloon of airhead, with a great sight on money and fame, forget art and “enlightenment”.

But ehi, if Bee gave Adam a bit of his own medicine and bumped uglies with the big nosed (in more than just one sense, ask Heather) Venezuelan, no drama at all (I don’t know if they actually did it, and I don’t care): she had all rights to have fun, if any, but she definitely couldn’t be interested in him for real, unless her taste got really, REALLY bad in a matter of hours ;).

Sex anyway is good 😉 and a great de-stresser, too 😉

The Montauk time and the Instagram pics out of it tells me very well that Behati by then was still WAY into Adam; actually, the Instagram post she did on the day of the supposed meeting with Silva, namely THIS:

… it tells Behati was still in total love, but yet not safe, with Adam.

All these messages she posted (which I have started to properly decode only after the engagement news, because as I said at the start I wasn’t really following her that much anymore, feeling the pain in imagining her gone and realizing she was still hurting SINCERELY over Adam’s loss) deeply impress me.

I can’t really imagine the level of love Behati always had in herself; the confidence her love was MEANT to be, despite so many signs which were suggesting her she should have maybe given up.

I command her for truly FIGHTING for her love: because it’s her powerful will of loving Adam no matter what which has finally conquered his heart fully to her, letting his well built barrier fall down like houses of cards.

Because after Adam and Nina returned from Los Cabos, they went to Las Vegas on June 28, and the TRUTH began to sneak up inside Adam, eventually.

Nina had the SI Swimsuit Event to attend, and Adam brought there super pal Jonah Hill and a bit of their crew, to gamble and stay among men at Hard Rock Casino in Vegas.

Well, those couple more days there were THE LAST TIME Nina and Adam spent together boning having fun together.

By the very start of July, they were NO MORE, and actually never met anymore after it.

Adam had finally realized, after spending time with Nina, that in fact he couldn’t forget Behati (who was in South Beach with Ali and some friends, spending some days of vacation and flying there from New York post fashion shooting).

Adam HAD to see Behati again,before he could get back to bowling with friends happily at Roosevelt Hotel, and when that happened, HE KNEW.

If you wonder what happened in the week Behati didn’t post a single thing on Instagram, here’s my guess: she spent 24/7 with Adam, “rekindling” their everlasting love.

It’s not a case that the news about Adam being in Las Vegas also with Nina spread through the usually trash Page Six magazine on July 3rd, even if the fact covered belonged to the night in between June 28 and June 29: in fact, as Nina and Adam were already no more by the start of July, it was necessary of a further mention about them to surface, so that later the subsequent news of an incoming Adam re-pairing with Prinsloo could work well for Agdal’s career, makin her look as she was “abandoned”.

But she was NOT.

She was just a parenthesis in between a true love story.

She was DEFINITELY important, because without her Adam wouldn’t have had the evidence he couldn’t let Behati go away, or live without her; but still Nina was never anything more than a fancy sex companion for Adam.

And SHE KNEW.

It’s definitely bullshit PR drama the fact that Adam (again, in a very not precise post by the always trashy Page Six) may have told Nina she was engaged to Behati by text:

In fact he may have been gracious telling her that: because as a public figure she would have been feeling even worse if some ass-seeking journalist would have approached her telling “ehi, look your former man: he left you to engage the one he was with before you… don’t you feel like a super loser?”

And maybe she DOES feel that bad and badly dumped, but Adam by telling her what he did was probably trying to make her feel actually better, as in : “look, I dumped you, but not because you are not amazing: I dumped you because I am so in love with someone else I am even ENGAGED – me, Adam Levine, the one who was claiming he would never marry – with that person. So don’t feel bad: because no one, no matter how amazing, could make me happy once I wasn’t with Behati anymore.”

It may seem twisted, but I am sure there was no ill will in Adam telling Nina he was engaged.

He told her to let her prepare a strategy of handling the news, if any: because they are public people and their lives aren’t equal to those of not public folks, lets’ face it.

Again in the Realm of Fake Memos, it is DEFINITELY pure invention the even more trashy “news” by well known liar blogger “Enty” (who has been accused of completely false blinds and fake claims of reporting by tons of media already by 2011, so everything that is said there is clarly fictional by default) that Nina and Adam were having sex three days before the engagement, since that would have been on July 10 and by then (actually since July 2nd) Adam and Nina were NEVER in the same town, so that would have been at least improbable unless people can’t make sex with thousands of miles of distance between them:

What is true is that NOBODY expected Behati and Adam get back together and get back together to MARRY…

But while this may have been a surprise for strangers, it definitely was not for THEIR people.

People who are keeping being delighted but also very protective of them and their privacy.

Which is precious and fantastic and still the only way they shall act.

This love is pure and perfect and no one who’s a stranger (this one writer included) has the right to witness.

I just want to celebrate this because I feel it’s what all of Maroon 5 songs were calling up for a decade: pure love.

Which was finally found, and which hopefully will create the BEST MAROON 5 Album to date.

That is what I truly look forward to.

So let’s go towards the end of this HUGE post: I can already tell you there won’t be the mix I wanted to make with the chronicles here detailed mashed into videos with fitting songs: I simply couldn’t make it in so small time: I have a plane to catch in two hours and I simply can’t: I will maybe create some music homage as an unicum later (I have so many songs which would fit!), but again… i never promise anything over here.

Who knows when I will post again 😉 (I need my Summer time, ya’ll!) 😉

Now that we are approaching the time of marriage, I wonder if this list of the best Jewish Men in hollywood will see a tweak, now that one of those in Top Ten will marry a non Jewish girl (not american either!).

But I guess not 😉

I wonder if this BEAUTIFUL Interview James gave about the band will lose soon the “model dater” connection 😉 (yes it will, now that only one model has his heart).

And I wonder how Behati will fit his little zoo (cats, mini pigs… dinosaurs!)  in Adam’s new house, and how Mark Haddawy is renewing it, (just like he did completely remodel the old one Adam just unloaded):

Look, even the people making these videos couldn’t imagine Adam was ready FOR real to form a family… 😉

But he is…

One day Maroon 5 were just performing at another private event for Oracle…

Then got into the iHeart Radio Music Festival Bill…

Then Maroon 5 were up to show us their Honda Civic car and Moto for the incoming Summer Tour…:

And more of this, too…:

Then little Adam was explaining how acne had made him a very reclusive and insecure teenager around the poshy halls of Brentwood School (all for Proactive… but you can see he is actually real in those memories, and those thoughts):

THEN…

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM!!!!

Adam and Behati were engaged.

The day when Ryan was interviewing Adam by the phone, Adam and Behati were strolling through Soho (and would be later caught on by paps in this video, which I have already posted up but which I love so much I am gonna put also down here ;)):

This is the Ryan interview…hear Bee’s giggling at the end:

I can’t really contain my love and joy for this. I can’t 🙂

I particularly loved these kind of natural reactions from people knowing him well: because the days before the proposal (the whole week leading to July 13) Adam was recording the Blind Auditions for Season 5 of The Fuckery, and ALL of his people could see his outpouring joy, in a way that seriously moves me deeply:

And this is what Adam himself tweeted after the news spread… and I am sure you can reckon whom’s quoting here…

(AWWWW):

Now people are starting again to question his feelings, his reasons…

But again Adam and Behati DON’T CARE about anything but their own love.

They don’t seek strangers’ approvals: they already have THEIR people’s approval and most importantly, they are IN LOVE.

Nobody can mess with it and they won’t let anybody do it.

Don’t expect them to become less private: they won’t.

They are real people treasuring their real lives: they don’t live a sham for the avid and nasty public.

Their love is real and as a real thing will be secluded and protected by freaks.

I for one am happy with this and I hope they will NEVER recede from privacy this tight.

Nobody but their people has the right to be part of their lives, and if “fans” don’t get this, they are just immature crazies, and they don’t matter, they don’t matter THE LEAST.

A true fan will be content with Maroon 5 works, with Behati’s works, with Adam’s ventures in all landscapes (last one… cartoon land) (yass family Guy!!! Seth, will you sing again at Adam’s receptions also for his marriage?):

… but they won’t ever ask or request for them to display their lives as it were a show… because if there’s one thing which is true about Adam and Behati is that they never treated their IMMENSE Love like a show.

And for this, I will forever support them, and especially her, who is The (Mermaid) Angel Of Love forever in my book, and whose actions have helped my favorite singer finding the reason of his musical inspiration.

Look at marvelous Behati…

Look at the perfection this girl is… Look into her bright eyes, that adorable smile, and praise her force, her heart, her soul which were able to turn a heart made seemingly of stone into a bright diamond bleeding finally true love.

Behati is an extraordinary human being, I can’t stop telling this… and I SO agree with Ed Razek on what she signifies for the brand (again, for the low-minds: she got this campaign when she and Adam were NO MORE… so VS loves her for herself, not for whom she’s with. So long to the false claims she got upgraded for her lovers’ connection, AH!):

When Behati got her Gala for the presentation of Victoria, she was so touched and emotional and always SO real and adorable.

It’s a crime not to love her, how could people be mean to such a creature?

She deserves all joy and success and what is best is that her professional achievements are coming for HER, and are not due at all to the fact she is NOW the future Missus Levine, namely, whatever happens, a Hollywood Royalty.

She has had success before it and ON HER OWN.

Sure A&B lives are luxurious now; and her WONDERFUL (and elegant and very tasteful) 100.000$ engagement vintage ring is a testify of that but what matters is that in their worlds these two are very rooted and real people.

Adam found a wife which will be a great mother for his children (beside being genetically blessed, much like him).

I can’t wait for their offsprings; I don’t know when it will happen, and it’s not my business.

I am just happy knowing it WILL definitely happen: I always thought Adam would be a perfect father, in all honesty.

I am sure when he will meet Behati’s parents they will love him instantly.

Much like Adam’s parents do love Bee.

But I am sure for a while more stupid haters will keep picking up Bee and Adam: and they will keep not care.

It’s so evident they don’t give a fuck and in this too they are perfect together.

They are proud in and of themselves and they really don’t value others opinions unless they are decent ones.

For instance… there are stupid idiots blaming the fact Adam is sporting a beard these days to his engagement (where’s the logic, I can’t see…).

Adam is most likely sporting a beard because erm… HE LIKES it, maybe?

Because he has the right to do whatever the fuck he wants with his facial hair and after all he is 34 and a beard can be grown if he wants to?

He probably is keeping it to match his incoming First Movie character appearance (Can A Song Save Your Life? will première this incoming September at Toronto Film Festival)  but whatever reason he has… it’s only his fricking right to sport the looks he wants, which has not to please an ordeals of retarded kids, but only HIS taste, get that in your dull minds.

He was wearing it (along a questionable, yet funny hawaiian t-shirt which PJ Morton was sporting hours before at their Heavy Video shooting) also this past night at the TCA panel in Beverly Hills, and there, of course, Behati was with him:

So as the haters can kindly fuck out, because is not like they will have ever any impact on A&B (and M5) lives, let’s just enjoy the talents of our guys (which include… perfect grammar?) and let’s get ready for another mega tour, with Honda Civic goodies; Let’s get ready for more Pop History Dominance, after the guys already put TWO songs in Billboard Top 100 HISTORY list – hat off – let’s expect Jesse to come back soon; let’s enjoy the fact this group of people are brothers, and never leave one anothers’ side (see Ryan with James the other day, and with Bee, and get melting because Love is Divine and spreads among these people so well and inspiringly).

Whatever happens Maroon 5 will forever be a brood of bros; and their crew along them are similarly bonded.

This is their force and their peculiarity and I am happy to have so far witnessed all this.

The new chapters which are gonna come, will only augment the level of love and bliss.

If people can’t understand the extreme magnificence of all this, then I am sorry for them.

They are missing out.

Still, I pray and hope my fav band, my fav singer, my fav people whom I don’t have role in the life of (rightly so) will NEVER become anything different than what they are.

I love them like they are: true to their art, even tho they never call it art, true to their people, never selling their lives for money to a nasty and stupid public, and never denying who they are and what they believe in.

In 10+ years, this band has given me lots of joy.

For how long they will be around, I will be a fan and I am sure they will keep givin me joy and when Time will Dust it all, what will make me happy still will be knowing after the fame, after the success there will still be a group of friends forever, with their families tighten up together.

FOREVER.

Now I am in this hall at airport and my husband is giggling at me banging on the apple air telling me we’ll miss the plane (ironically) but I am happy I posted this.

It’s for sure full of mistakes and horrible typos and probably I should beta it but you know I never do it and I won’t do it not even this time.

This is not a professional writing: it’s my emotional and honest blabbing online, and those reading it who know me feel it and those reading it, not knowing me… they don’t matter in my world and I don’t really care about any of them ;).

So yes… I really like this post already.

It’s kind of an ode to Love and I always like that kind of shiz ;).

I couldn’t make the video I wanted celebrating such a long hiatus, with songs appropriate underlyining the different sections of pictures BUT I want at least to post a song which I heard straight after I knew about A&B engagement.

It’s an Italian song by Giorgia and her words… somehow talked about what Behati did to me.

So I post the video and a translation of the lyrics and wish True Lovers TRUE LOVE, and to keep spreading it to the world to make it better.

Karim and I will do exactly this in our – Divine – Anniversary trip which is just about to start 🙂

Translation:

It’s Only Love That Matters (by Giorgia)

“I Did make quite a few mistakes,

and I sport the bumps of them on me,

but I am not gonna think about them anymore;

I took it in, and I lost it,

but I keep watching forward, ahead, you know…

Just where I see you’re walking.

They are gonna tell you that I am crazy:

this is the price I’ll pay for being always sincere.

It’s only love that matters,

not just its numbers,

and not even the limits…

It’s a winding road,

and it’isn’t about logic, and it isn’t easy at all…

In the time of this waiting…

Just when you realize that

it’s only love that counts…

you must not get lost, you must also learn how to say no.

Yes, I’ve lost some of my time:

those kind of chances that never come back:

but it’s fine, it also makes me better

if my dignity keep still young nonetheless.

They will tell you that I am not ambitious…

This is the price I pay for loving without asking nothing in return.

t’s only love that matters,

not just its numbers,

and not even the limits…

It’s a winding road,

and it’isn’t about logic, and it isn’t easy at all…

In the time of this waiting…

Just when you realize that

it’s only love that counts…

you must not get lost, you must also learn how to say no.

No… No No

No To this time made by rage and cobblestone…

No no no…

It’s only love that matters,

not just its numbers,

and not even the limits…

It’s a winding road,

and it’isn’t about logic, and it isn’t easy at all…

In the time of this waiting…

Just when you realize that

it’s only love that counts…

you must not get lost, you must also learn how to say no…

See you all sometimes, who knows…

Probably 😉

Have a wonderful Summer and Keep Love alive 😉

Missus Z. 🙂